so long

So how much sad did you think I had,

Did you think I had in me?How much tragedy?Just how low did you think I'd go?Before I'd self-implodeBefore I'd have to go be free
You swore that you loved me but where were the clues?I died on the altar waiting for the proofYou sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest daysAnd I'm just getting color back into my faceI'm just mad as hell cause I loved this place
For so longHad a good runA moment of warm sunBut I'm not the one





I know we won't wait 
but
I'm going to grow up and come find you
so long, love of my life

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